Dark and Difficult

At some point in my interactions with other people, I will begin to feel limited and restricted. As the feeling progresses it will grow into a sense of being trapped. If I let… Continue reading

Are You Obsessed with a Narcissist?

Last night I watched an intriguing film which told the story of a man who had never forgotten his first great love. The extent to which he hadn’t forgotten her was obsessive. He… Continue reading

When you’re not invited to your own party

For my 6th birthday, my mother decided to have a party. I know it was my sixth birthday because of the shape of the candle on the cake… it could have been a… Continue reading

Jupiter in Virgo – Overdosing on Analysis

. If you have a problem, a puzzle, an enigma, a matter which you would like to solve, an issue which is confusing you and which you would like to clarify, a knot… Continue reading

If none of this makes sense… you have an explanation for why it doesn’t.

Have you ever been bored, tired, and fed up with everything, unable to muster any energy to do anything, you feel hungry but the idea of feeding yourself seems too much of a… Continue reading

Shrink To Fit

As I write this post there is a thunderstorm with torrential rain but without lightning (at least none that I’ve noticed) passing overhead… which has yet to let up… it has a lot… Continue reading

It’s Just Not Fair! – a short story about Saturn square Sun

Do you have a sense of what is fair and what is unfair? Do others agree with you about this? If they agree with you… is that fair? Let me put it another… Continue reading

Unfinished Business in the Underworld

. “I love you. I hate you. I like you. I hate you. I love you. I think you’re stupid. I think you’re a loser. I think you’re wonderful. I want to be… Continue reading

Masks and Mirrors

They say that if you give a man a mask he will show you his true face… . . what happens if you give a man a mirror? We know what happened to… Continue reading

When you fall, you fly…

. “Sometimes you wake up. Sometimes the fall kills you. And sometimes, when you fall, you fly.” ― Neil Gaiman . My inner landscape is a vast wasteland at the moment… it’s not… Continue reading

Narc Bites: It’s Always April Fools’ Day in Narcville

Do you think that April Fools’ Day is fun? Do you enjoy playing pranks on others? Do you like to fool people into believing something then burst out laughing because you were just… Continue reading

An insight into pain, its practical uses and personal meaning…

(photo : sshenry.com) Without shame, I consider myself to be an optimist of great proportions. Any way you slice it, there’s a generous amount of Sagittarian faith, enthusiasm and idealism pulsating through my… Continue reading

The Devil of Detail and the Deep Blue See

No, it’s not a typo, and even if it was, I would welcome it rather than tell it that it was wrong and demanded that it change itself to suit me and my… Continue reading

I really wish you wouldn’t do that…

Have you ever felt as though someone was trying to control you? How did you react? Has someone else ever felt as though you were trying to control them? How did they react?… Continue reading

How to Think like a Narcissist

You’ve just stubbed your toe. Pain shoots through you making you want to scream. The doors of hell open and welcome you. You can’t think, you can only feel this excruciating torture of… Continue reading

Resisting a Rest

It all started with a hole in the wall, a hole in the wall shouldn’t be there at all… (yes, I borrowed these lines from Dr. Seuss, from my favourite book of his,… Continue reading

Kissing Bottom

What does – Kissing Bottom – mean to you? If you’re here, reading this, it must mean something to you… or maybe you’re just curious about what it means to me… as what… Continue reading

Stimulating Uranus – Wearing yourself inside out

Have you ever worn a piece of clothing which has gradually become more and more uncomfortable, every move you make, it chafes your skin raw, digs into your flesh, scratches and itches like… Continue reading

Why am I so uncontrollably attractive without even trying

These words – why am I so uncontrollably attractive without even trying – caught my eye. Did they catch your eye too? And what happened in your mind when they did? What did… Continue reading

Going Off the Beaten Track

You’re walking along a road and suddenly you come to a crossroads, okay, it wasn’t that sudden, you saw it long before you got to it and were probably thinking about the problems… Continue reading

Don’t Lick the Knife

. “Perhaps all the dragons in our lives are princesses who are only waiting to see us act, just once, with beauty and courage. Perhaps everything that frightens us is, in its deepest… Continue reading

Who is Your Personal Rain Cloud?

. “All he knew was that his working days were miserable and he had a succession of lousy holidays. All the clouds knew was that they loved him and wanted to be near… Continue reading

Astrology Tips: Making Friends with the Bad Bits

I have a friend who I can annoy very easily, and get them to react to me as though I was a Mentos dropped into a full Coke bottle, just by my mentioning… Continue reading

Narcissism Bites: When a Narcissist Accuses You of Being a Narcissist

I was so convinced that today was Saturday that even all evidence proving it was Sunday seemed wrong… (I’ve screwed myself over this weekend…) . . At some point in your life, maybe… Continue reading

A Decadent Sound

. Have you ever found yourself outside of a situation, observing it, seeing all the subtleties and nuances which… you’re certain (and perhaps rather cocky about) that no one else has noticed… Why… Continue reading

The Butterfly Monologue

. “The butterfly counts not months but moments, and has time enough.” ― Rabindranath Tagore . Diary entry day 1: After a long season of arduous work, it is finally time to balance… Continue reading

Daily Reflections…

. “How many loved your moments of glad grace, And loved your beauty with love false or true, But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you, And loved the sorrows of your… Continue reading

Leaps I’ve Taken in Life… and their consequences

Do you look before you leap or leap and look later? Chances are you do a bit of both depending on the situation and how much you want to do one or the… Continue reading

My Blood Whispers to Me

. “I have been and still am a seeker, but I have ceased to question stars and books; I have begun to listen to the teaching my blood whispers to me.” ― Hermann… Continue reading

The Master of the Why

Why? Why did I say that? Why did I do that? Why did I say that when I could have said this instead, I didn’t want to say that so why did I… Continue reading

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