…with an unbearable sweetness

. “She was breathing deeply, she forgot the cold, the weight of beings, the insane or static life, the long anguish of living or dying. After so many years running from fear, fleeing… Continue reading

An Upturned Soul Update

Hello everyone, I’m going to be mainly absent from my blog over the next few weeks. I’m doing a bit of this: . . Actually I’ve already done a bit of that, and… Continue reading

The Hazards of Being Human

After forty years of careful consideration I have finally come to the conclusion… . . … of a cycle of my life. . “I came into the world under the sign of Saturn… Continue reading

It’s happening… Barcelona Day!

Sometimes I do posts which are representative of a milestone in my life, this is one of them. They’re there for me to remind me… because I have such a scattered mind, prone… Continue reading

Alarmingly Calm…

Have you ever… Freaked yourself out because you were not freaking out? Worried because you were not worried? Had anxiety about not being anxious? For most of my life all of the above… Continue reading

Seemingly Fragile…

. “I suppose I have found it easier to identify with the characters who verge upon hysteria, who were frightened of life, who were desperate to reach out to another person. But these… Continue reading

For Your Viewing Pleasure… Perhaps

Poltergeist . What’s your viewing pleasure? Do you like watching TV shows, films, documentaries, the news, youtube videos, etc? Playing video games? Going out to see a play, opera, or to a comedy… Continue reading

Reader Question: About This Blog…?

People sometimes ask me questions on this blog… And occasionally someone asks me a question, based on something to do with this blog, through my tumblr, my Twitter, or on my deviantart. If… Continue reading

Psycho Pears and God of Mess

Oh god, I’m such a mess… I said those words out loud in frustration… to myself, to the empty walls, to the clutter of the room, to whoever is listening, the god of… Continue reading

A Secret Silent Shangri-La

The first unofficial rule of owning a Happy Place is – Don’t tell anyone else about it. Let them reap the benefits of what your happy place does for you, share your happy… Continue reading

Who Do You Think You Are Feeling?

Have you ever been caught up in an exceptional dream experience, one wherein you felt that one of your life’s greatest mysteries was being answered… Suddenly you knew… It was all clear… This… Continue reading

Tangled in Apophenia’s Web

. Who is Apohpenia and what is this web she weaves which can entangle us? We’re all Apophenia at times. We’re all weavers of webs which entangle, and in which we get entangled.… Continue reading

Tales from Narcville: How to Deal With a Narcissist… part three…

Stop. Stop thinking about your narcissist. Stop thinking about everything they have done to you. Stop thinking about the pain you are in. . . Stop thinking about all that you did or… Continue reading

Tales from Narcville: How to Deal with a Narcissist… part two…

I once craved an eclair. It wasn’t the first time I’d experienced that kind of craving. I have always had a thing for eclairs, especially coffee ones… with coffee creme patissiere inside (if… Continue reading

Tales from Narcville: How to Deal with a Narcissist… part one…

  image by Mirtle . I’ve placed myself in rather a strange position. This isn’t the first time I’ve done something like that. For all the thinking that I do, I sometimes don’t… Continue reading

The problem was you had to keep choosing between one evil or another…

“The problem was you had to keep choosing between one evil or another, and no matter what you chose, they sliced a little bit more off you, until there was nothing left.” ―… Continue reading

The Private Pilot of this Ship

The private pilot of this ship. I have no idea from where the title of this post comes, nor what it means. I saw those words scribbled on a notepad beside my computer… Continue reading

What type of people are you most attracted to now?

. Change is a natural part of life. Sometimes it is for the better, sometimes for the worse, sometimes its ambiguous and we’re not really sure whether it’s good or bad or neutral.… Continue reading

Narcissists – What’s the Attraction?

Why are we attracted to Narcissists? If you read enough articles about Narcissists… about how awful, how fake, how mean and nasty, how ugly, how evil, monstrous, and abusive they are… how they… Continue reading

To Be With Him or To Be Him… what’s this attraction truly about?

“It takes tremendous discipline to control the influence, the power you have over other people’s lives.” – Clint Eastwood . Ah, fictional characters! So easy to fall in love with, to love, and… Continue reading

The Laws, Rules, and Usual Mistakes of Attraction

. I find myself incredibly attracted to an idea, which has the potential to be both a wonderful opportunity and a (or an) usual mistake… which is it? Could it be both? Whenever… Continue reading

The Gilded Caged

. “Preheat oven. Remove sleeve and film. Place on a baking tray in centre of oven until golden brown and piping hot. Allow to stand for one minute.” – ye cooking instructions for… Continue reading

Tales from Narcville – Stop Censoring Yourself, and other self-editing problems

Someone whose opinion I value… because… well, amongst other things, they’ve weathered the storm that is par for the course in the process of getting to know me… recently told me that I… Continue reading

What is Love?

What is love? Do you know what love is? Can love be defined? . . What’s the first thought or feeling which pops into your mind or heart when you think about love?… Continue reading

What is Beauty? What is Ugly?

What is beauty? They (you know, those they that say things) say that beauty is in the eye of the beholder… … and when they say that we all tend to nod as… Continue reading

What if who you are and who you wish for you to be met?

Just once… I’d like to answer one of the Daily Post’s prompts properly… (maybe you wish I’d do that too… I don’t know, I can’t focus on your wishes when I’m too distracted… Continue reading

Public Enemy Number Lilith – Lilith in the 10th house with a side order of Pluto

Lilith in the 10th house in Astrology . At some point… you’re not going to like me. That’s what I always think when someone has recently met me, and is showing signs of… Continue reading

What is Intelligence?

What is intelligence? Is that a stupid question? . . If you spend enough time surfing online, you’ll come across lots of references to the intelligent and the stupid, often in a versus… Continue reading

When your Mouth is Open… anything can get In as well as Out

There isn’t much about life, people, myself, about anything or anyone else which surprises me enough to cause my mouth to drop open and my chin to hit the ground. It does happen… Continue reading

What is Identity?

What is identity? Is it who you are? Who are you? Can you define your identity? Can you do it in one sentence? With one word? Even the dictionary definition can’t define identity… Continue reading

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